December 2010
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I recently found out that some of my ‘friends’ have been bitching about how I’m dealing with things behind my back. I honestly can’t describe how much this piss’ me off. If people have a serious problem with me, I think it’s only reasonable that they get off their asses and say it to my face. I mean, not to sound like a sob story or anything, but I do put up...
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Things are weird right now, I really miss Ross and stoof but I’m not exactly sure how I’m meant to be acting. I have mostly just been drinking a helluva lot and I realise that’s probably not the best approach but to be candid it’s the only one that makes me feel better. When I’m drinking I just don’t think about it and that’s good cause it stops hurting...
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I honestly can’t describe how shitty I feel. I’m so glad I met him and had time with him, I just can’t believe he’s dead D: I keep thinking “It’s a mistake, he’s just up in Glasgow working away”, then I remember and pretty much just burst into tears. Part of me just wants to forget everything and not have to suffer this hurt. Then I realise that...
Looking forward to tomorrow for two main reasons; I’m hopefully gonna have a big old catch-up with a good friend and get to see the lovely Ross again :D Today was pretty good, got some really nice clothes for both pub and school (and that’s the order in my head :P) On another note, today just happens to be the end of the self-appointed National Lilli Week, hope you all celebrated...
You ever get those days where you just don’t really wake-up? Like today, I wandered round the school completely lost and listening to the Inglorious Basterds soundtrack. Amazing how well that works in day-to-day life. I was basically in my iPod the whole day. It’s a really weird feeling tbh..
I just had a truly wonderful day with my man :) Really wish I didn’t have stupid school tomorrow so I could have stayed longer and watched more crummy tv and news :P Gonna miss him so much when he moves away :/ Sad sad times..
